Saturday, February 22, 2014
So this has thrown life into a bit of a state of chaos and caused some rather intense grieving on my part.
To be honest, I've been pretty down since it happened and feeling somewhat powerless.
Luckily, Ashlie has been a pillar of support -- a great benefit of being poly is, in the hard times, there is a stronger support network. If Special K was the only girl in my life/household it would have been unbearable to be in the house all alone.
That and dealing with the family and funeral obligations --it's horrible and depressing and both Ashlie and I have eaten to much from things well wishers have left.
So now there is a big gaping hole (but not the good kind) where she used to be. I will miss her lovely still warm martinis made from her female ejaculation to great me at the door. I will miss fucking her ass and cumming in it as I force her to orgasm over and over on my cock while she eats out Ashlie's tight little butthole. I will miss her young and firm body with a stomach so perfectly flat...her hairless pussy and most of all....
I will miss her perverted little mind. She was the only girl I've ever known to get sexually excited at the prospect of being humiliated by having to have sex with a dog. I think she actually preferred it when Ashlie hadn't had time to clean herself out with an enema so she would have a dirty cock to taste. Her limits were so far beyond most girls that it could best be summed up by: No sawing off limbs with rusty tools. That's about it. (I'm fairly perverse and had to be careful of joking suggestions as she'd be like, "ummm...yeah! Let's do that!" )
I'm saddened by just all the things we'll never do together. I know she really wanted to be ass fucked by Max Hardcore and to have him piss in her ass so she could drink it: all just to please me. She was hot, young and thin enough to be a model and I'm sure Max Hardcore would have fucked her ass mercilessly without hesitation. I'd even planned on asking him to go extra hard on her because she would love that. Then I was going to fuck her super hard right afterwards...but no more.
The missed opportunities. The things I meant to do --thinking time was unlimited. But it's not.
And where will I find another Asian bi-slut that's submissive, poly and deeply in love with Ashlie in a non-competitive way?
So Special K, you will be dearly missed. My you have your 72 virgins in heaven...because if anyone could be gangbanged by 72 girls, it was you. <3 Give'm hell girl.